Reason #55 

Every time I take off my clothing I feel ugly and very self conscious. I want to feel good about my body, I want to love it. This is why I’m changing my eating habits. I want to live a LONG happy life. I want to be healthy. I want to be able to say I did it! I want to eat anything I want and never gain a pound and always be 130 pounds. 

This is WHY I’m DOING it NOW

This week I lost 1.6 pounds.

Not the number I wanted, but I can’t blame anyone but myself. This week I will work harder to achieve at least a 2.

BUT ON A POSITIVE NOTE!!!! I can see a difference in my body!!! Today I ran a mile non stop with my very skinny friend and I actually did better then her and really wasn’t winded to much. ALSO one of the dresses I bought last week fit me really nicely in the waist area, but the legs look atrocious….. I will be working on that….IT’S ALL ABOUT THE LITTLE THINGS!!

Total Weight Loss: 3.8 pounds

53.8 written on my wrist :)

“This is crazy but here’s my number, so call me maybe?”

Can’t wait till I’m 170 soon baby soon!

Then I’ll be 135 before you know it.

188.8 pounds :) I have officially lost 2.2 pounds this week. This week kind of sucked because I didn’t do everything that I wanted to do… Like going to the gym and eating right.. But I’m happy with the number and next this week I hope to do even better and have a goal to loose 3 pounds! Ok, tumblr lets do this ;)

So I just noticed…

This girl at my school, who WAS the same weight as me last year, has lost alot ALOT of weight…I’m kind of jealous because she looks so good…. But I’m gad for her, but still jealous. I can’t wait untill I loose 56 pounds…..

For Lent….

I’m giving up

Junk food( chips, chocolate, proceded food crap, umm yea..)
Soda( I don’t need this crap)
Fast food
Fries(unless I was to make them myself wih potatoes)
White Bread
Candy( :/ )
Try to limit my daily intake of cheese( I’m obsessed with mozzarella)
Stop going out to eat (I don’t need this either… All it did was make me fat and unhealthy)
Salad dressing ( more veggies more flavor no need to add extra calories)
Less salt

So today I typed in how much I want to weigh into this calculator and it said I should reach my goal on March 23 and I was so excited because that’s really soon and then I saw the 2013…. Fudge my life.

Because I’m always hungry after school I will be having this fish with rosemary, basil, and Italian seasoning which is about 80 cal with 1/2 cup of Ragú(70 cal) with water of corse!

Goal #1 

Fit into my Silver Jeans (size 29) without hassle.

Ok so I can technically fit into them, but I don’t want to struggle to get them on.